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bestfriend?
Posted on: Tuesday, February 3, 2009
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Okay so these past few days have been so fucked up, especially yesterday. I feel like I have lost my own fuckin bestfriend. How can a small situation between two guys create such a huge problem between a girl and her own friend. Ugh, this whole situation is just so fucked up and unecessary. I'm just so pissed off, I've been so pissed off. Fuck , I can't believe I just lost my fuckin bestfriend. Just because I didn't want to choose sides, just because I decided to be neutral, just because i decided to look at both perspectives. I thought i was making the right decision to stay away from choosing sides, but no , this is what I get .. I lose one of the most important people in my fuckin life. I take so much blame for why she's so angry at me. I should've been there for her as a fuckin best friend, but why the fuck can't she fuckin understand my fuckin situation. Holy shit, this whole fuckin problem was between her and two next mans, how the fuck did i get involved? I understand i was the closest person to her at the moment, but shit.. I didn't want to get involved. Ugh, she was honestly the only one i had any trust for. After past experiences , i can't fuckin trust anyone, and she was the only one who had it. Why must I seem so emo? Why did I even create one of these blog things? Am i craving for attention right now? Am i doing this cause I feel like everyone special from me has drifted away and i just need fuckin attention. WTF? I feel so fuckin fucked up right now. I haven't even gone to school yet. What the fuck am I doing with my fuckin life. Whatever, everything's just waste. Everything just pisses me off. Everything's just fuckin whack to me.
