mkay , so things went pretty bad today. i didn't even bother to fight back anymore. i can't say its because it's not worth it .. im just gonna let him be. let him do what i did. let him realize that what he's going through now is just a phase. word, this is all dejavu to me, but its his turn now. i'll just wait until he realizes. will i still be here when that day comes? who knows, possibly .. possibly not. only time will tell. but im not gonna lie, i feel down, very down actually . im so not in the mood for anything. its such a beautiful day outside too. honestly, at the moment i am currently smiling, word .. and why is that ? because i can .*sigh* . actually, i feel quite better than i did earlier. thanks to mr.saludares. word, he's a boy .. gave me realtalks, reality checks, and perscisive responses. its what i didn't want to hear but had to. he could've been a boy and said something else to make me feel better, yet he was a real boy and said something to make me feel down, but the truth. word .. thanks nigguh if you shall be reading this somehow . you tend to make me crack a smile here and there. anyways, im just currently waiting until sophia's done her appointment and what not and we shall go out for 'coffee' and talk. lol , i also invited ashley to whom i shall be calling up soon .. hopefully. but word , i haven't seen those two bitches in the longest time and getting together this way would be a great way to catch up and what not. gosh, oh dear .. he has left me to question so many things. im holding up better than i thought though. i guess i've learned to stay away from attatchment after the first time. yay me :) . but question is, should i wait until realization hits him, or should i proceed with my life and move on? how about, we'll just see because 'clocks don't talk and only time will tell' . sounds like a good plan. hmm , for the time being, im just gonna smile because i can (y) .
NTS: keep yourself occupied and try to avoid yourself from being alone to keep from thinking so hard . its not good for you (y) .
update.
The Classroom by Lowell 'Lo-key' Ilacas.
This is not your ordinary class. This class is called LOVE, so even you are blind to the fact that you're in it. It's a positive to be in this class, but it's a negative when you realize who else around you.
So you take a look around and who do you see?
Well, there's Drama right beside you; ever since the first day of class you 2 have been sitting side by side. Two rows ahead sits Future, who is more mysterious than the weather, but right between you two sits Past. Usually you don't like him and rarely do you 2 get along. Even though you claim that Past is behind you, it's surely evident that he's always infront of you, and as you tend to stare at him with your fire filled eyes, you realize that you have to see that pessimistic pest Past before you can catch a glimpse of Future. So who else do you see? The seat closest to the door is occupied by Looks. She was the first person you saw when you walked into class, but you have already learned that she's the deceiving type. She reminds me of an optical illusion because when you think you see one thing, your fact becomes a fraud and you start to see something completely different. Take a glance at the back of the class. Everyone knows the baggy-clothed thug named Jealousy that doesn't give a cuss about anything because nothing will change him. It's not even like his girlfriend, Hate, tries to help him out. She is the reason why Jealousy is so stuck up all the time. Sitting in the row behind you is Control. This guy makes people give in easy. He is the reason why many people give into peer pressure, not to mention he always gets other people to do his homework. At the front of the class are the twins, Words and Actions. Although they are related, they are completely different. Everybody likes it when Words has something positive to say because we all believe it. But word to verbs, Actions gets much more respect.
See that empty seat in the middle of the class? That's Trust's spot. Trust is the smartest one in here and the class depends on her for help. It is manditory for Trust to be in the middle of the class called LOVE because without her, the class fails and all hope is gone. And believe me, it's a wreck when Trust isn't here. Truth, who is Trust's bestfriend, does horrible in class work whenever Trust can't help her. As you may have noticed, Comfort, the class clown, use to be consistently joyous and funny. But now that he's gone, the class became gloomy. Thoughtful lost his consideration, Sensitivity changed her named into Impervious, and Respect turned bitter and rude. It seems like no one cares about LOVE anymore. This trap has many people packing, now the class is lacking positive assets, especially if Abstinence is absent. Now, there is no love shown in the class called LOVE. This class use to be a place of learning, but now it's a place of debate. Now, before you get comfortable in class, observe. So who's around you?
Word, this is true..no?
what to do on a friday...
hm, so its friday and im sitting at home on the computer. actually, i just got home .. from going out yesterday. nothing big really, just chilled w/ saugga people . but yeah, woke up this morning not feeling too good. had a major headache up until i got home. took a loong ass shower and felt all better :) . so here i am now, thinking of what to do. well, everyone seems to be watching 'the haunting of conneticut' or whatever that movie is called. but im not too sure if i would like to participate in attending this event. why ? well because there's gonna be so much people, its gonna be crowded and ratatatata . anyways, im planning to get my haircut ..like layers? my hair looks really ackward and flat and what not, kinda hate it . so yeahh .. gonna force the mother to take me . ANYWAYS, kinda lazy to blog right now .. i shall get back later .
ps: dont feel nice that im writting about you, i just had nothing better to put. JOKING! love youuuuu <3>
MARCH BREAK
Posted on: Monday, March 23, 2009
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so this march break was alright . not boring, but it could've been better. did enough shit, enough loafting! lol.. but overall, it was satisfying. so what did i really do? well...
saturdayjam at jen's pt.2 !!! things were going great at first, setting up, getting ready etc etc.. until later on in the night, drama started. certain people were there that weren't supposed to be . everyone ended up getting kicked out, but mainz got to come back . i was so burnt out by that time so i just knocked out.
sundayit was a very nice day so the guys / some girls ended up running ball . went back to jen's just to get our stuff then walked to mcdonalds. came there to eat, yet we ended up loafting there for the longest time. maybe 2-3 hrs.. lol . it was fun tho, just bumping tunes from laurence's car .. and everyone just chillin takin pictures. pretty live.
mondaywent out with mother and grandmother to square one. shopped around for mother's dress for a wedding (y). she also bought me 'nuff things. loved that day :)
tuesdaymet up at the mall w/ ryan, jen, dawn, cate, ferdie, and trish. later on, met up with edward, johnny, and jullius later on but for just a short while. slept at dawn's with jen. live night. so much for prank calling. lol, its okay . we took enough pictures, well i took enough pictures of myself lol . and yes dawn, our late night talks about motor vehicles .. lol, priceless.
wednesdayhm, woke up pretty early because dawn had work at 11:30. so i went to sq, to meet up with ryan at 11:30 but nooo .. he flopped (n), fml. good thing, jess was there so i wasn't a loner up until liezl came :) met up with andrew and erick afterwards . didn't do much really, just loafted until everyone else came . which was greg,ian, laurence, erika, baza, ryan, and jen. dawn unfortunatly could not make it (n). again , just loafted around even more. then dropped off liezl at the bus stop and waited there for like an hour for the go bus since she wanted to go to circa so bad, which i missed (n). anyways, watched last house on the left after. pretty good movie. then chilled at mcdonalds (y) . after, proceeded my way to brampton.
thursdayhad an appointment with a _________ . fill in the blank, i shall not exposed. but afterwards, mother took out my grandma and father to some restaurant in brampton called 'scores' . pretty good there, pretty expensive too.
fridaysuprisingly saw ryan on the bus with seannelle and romel. random much? damn stalker, lol . then went to sq, grabbed some clothes since seannelle was a little extra hoe . grabbed my tall caramel frappucino from starbucks (y), which by the way is my favourite drink in the world :) then proceeded our way to laurence's 19th birthday jam. sadly, i did not drink anything , but burned, good enough (y) . chilled for a bit then decided to go home, but couldn't since people were stopping me because they were oh so very concerned :) jen and cess came afterwards and the jam died down and everyone had to leave. some went to others while somestayed behind at teves residence. cess, ryan, jen, and i went to pho afterwards and soon met up with adrian, erick, and andrew. funniest thing happened after. jen was getting stalked at the bus stopped by some fat drunk filipino guy. lol , funniest thing of the night, word . cabbed it home to jen's to where i slept that night. watched the unborn (y). pretty live movie, quite scary though .
saturdaywoke up late, loafted and chilled at jen's and took long enough to get ready . proceeded our way to sq, finding out it was closed -_- . met up with dawn and elainne afterwards to watch a movie. sadly, i had one of my moments again to which i was not in the mood to watch a movie . so the father came to pick me up and we went to tita jenny's for a small get together. erick tagged along since he needed a drive home. afterwards, drove him home .. picked up grandmother from other fam jam, and here i am now currently writting in this blog.
To which ends my march break here. its not like im going to school on monday so my march break is a little bit extended, lol . pictures below, more will be uploaded as soon as more gets uploaded :)
march break start off...
Posted on: Sunday, March 15, 2009
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so yesterday, jen had her jam. things were shacky at the beginning but soon enough, things were starting to go the way they're supposed to. things were fine until certain people came who werent invited. oh man, so much drama that night. quit funny actually, uhmm no? lol . well... i was pretty blem throughout all thaty drama trauma happenings so im not to sure how to feel. lol . well anyways, went back to jen's afterwards later on that night. all just chilled and what nots. soon enough everyone fell asleep, well almost everyone. had the best sleep last night, well atleast out of all the nights this week, last night was pretty damn good. lol. woke up a couple times though, heard 'nuff farts going around the room, and that alarm clock again -_-. lol , s'all good though. woke up quit happy. t'was a very nice day today .. sun was shining, birds were chirping, children playing. lol. after jen's we all decided to play ball / grounders, then headed off to mcd's. i have never spent such a long amount of time at mcd's until today. we were there for about 2-3hrs or so. pretty long. pretty much just ate and chilled. t'was actually a great way to kill time with friends and i thought it was very productive. all just loafting, having a good time and what nots. had a few issues here and there but it was solved in the end. NT: pictures shall be up as soon as dawn uploads LOL. afterwards, everyone headed their way towards square to watch a movie. i had no more money (poor me LOL) so i decided to head my way back to brampton, where i live :) . ryan was nice enough to drop me off half way, thank you :) . then just chilled at my house..nothing special. well anyways, i had one of my moments again .. this time it was worst than ever, i started spazzing out of nowhere and i actually cried .. like with real tears and shit. not good. i hate that feeling, freal. had it a few times yesterday but nothing like today. pretty fuckin' bad. brought down my whole mood. but yeah, ryan called and he tried to cheer me up .. at first , it wasn't really doing any good. word, i was that pissed off, and for what reason ? i have no clue. but soon enough , he did get me to crack a smile here and there. ended off in a good note :D . and then, went upstairs and played non-sense games with seannelle and erick. ' seannelle has big feet and one eye.' LOL .. too funny (inside jk) . k anyways , so now here i am, about to go to sleep right after i finish writting in my dear blog. tomorrow im supposed to go to the doctor's with my mother, yet i dont feel like seeing a doctor tomorrow. im not too sure whether or not i want some next random man tellin me about me.. yknow? and afterwardfs im supposed to go shopping dt / yd with the mamadukes. anyways, nuff for today .. time to sleep (y) . thats it for now :)
FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH.
Posted on: Saturday, March 14, 2009
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okay so this morning , i woke up extra early just to mission down to ryan's . he got home yesterday feeling really fever-ish and what not so it got me worried. wanted to be there to take care of him but it was already late so i decided to go in the morning. gave him a few pills and medicine (y). next thing you know he was all better. i say hes 'diagnosed with love' LOL , djoke? anyways, he got better once i was there .. yeah i know, im a a goodluck charm? errrkkks, k no . anyways, worked our way downtown with jen and dawn. jen had work and didnt want to call in sick (n). still , with or without her, day was bomb. ryan, dawn and i decided to go around the mall for awhile to just chill and what not, then we spotted the apple store. lol , took 'nuff pictures and played with the touch for a good hour. pretty live, kept us pretty busy. met up with andrew and liezl afterwards, and again .. just chilled around the mall. soon enough, ralph, baza, and erick came by to chill as well. and again, loafted at the mall even more until jen was done work. took soo much pictures, and since dawn is a little loafter, it would be time until she uploads them. so for now, enjoy the pictures above and i shall upload more later on. anyways , met jen's bestfriend, jayson today. pretty live man. headed towards v.i.p. loafted there for awhile then finally decided to play pool. lol . so i accomplished a lot while there. i got better (y). left pretty early cause i remembered seannelle and romel were supposed to stay at my house for the night, lol! dawn had to go home anyways so ralph was nice enough to drive us all the way to islington. felt kinda bad for leaving others to bus but i really had to go for them(n). lol . got home pretty late or no, pretty early.. 1:30 ish? pretty exhausted yet i cant sleep. just like the past two days/nights. haven't really been getting any sleep. pretty whack (n). so here i am writting on my blog. jen's jam is tomorrow. gonna get smashed (y). lol . not only that but guess who i get to see .. lalalalalala :) can't wait. same shit different day? naw .. he amazes me everyday.
NTS: get some sleep, you're fuckin exhausted .
he's a good boyfriend when...
Posted on: Thursday, March 12, 2009
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Was pretty much bored .. found it among my notes . thought i should post it? lol .
If i dont call you, Its because im waiting for you to call me. When i walk away from you mad, follow me. When i stare at your mouth, kiss me. When i push you or hit you, grab me and don't let go. When i start cussing at you, kiss me and tell me you love me. When im quiet, ask me what's wrong. When i ignore you, give me your attention. When i pull away, pull me back. When you see me at my worst, tell me i'm beautiful. When you see me start crying, just hold me and don't say a word. When you see me walking, sneak up and hug my waist from behind. When im scared, protect me. When i lay my head on your shoulder, tilt my head up and kiss me. When i steal you favorite hat, let me keep it and sleep with it for a night. When i tease you, tease me back and make me laugh. When i dont answer for a long time, reassure me that everything is okay. When i look at you with doubt, back yourself up. When i say that i like you, i really do more than you understand. When i grab at your hands, hold mine and play with my fingers. When i bump into you, bump into me back and make me laugh. When i tell you a secret, keep it safe and untold. When i look at you in your eyes, dont look away until i do.When i miss you, im hurting inside. When you break my heart, the pain never really goes away. When i say its over, i still want you to be mine...
- When you say you love her dont go and say it to her bestfriend.
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
NTS: find someone who will do all of these . no wait, don't ..cause you already have :)
miss them :(
Posted on: Wednesday, March 11, 2009
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dear family, i miss you guys very much and i hope to see you all in the summer. where to this year? a visit in new york? or no .. california this time? maybe? well cousin jay .. i miss you and your troublesome ways. haven't seen you in so long. wish you were here .. noone really i can look up to. you're back on track with your life, yet im re-living it, true? paulo .. you little annoying boy .. i miss you too , and if you're reading this , dont get all happy.. cause you get all annoying. anyways , gatchalian fam .. miss you all and can't wait till i see you guys again :) .
:)
Posted on: Monday, March 9, 2009
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great day. no , amazing actually. smiles like no tomorrow. its only been a couple of hours and word, i miss you already. looking forward to tomorrow .. :)
NTS: stick with this one.
weekend :)
Posted on: Sunday, March 8, 2009
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this weekend was nothing but amazing. hm , how did things start? well .. friday, beef was supposed to go down? that kinda flopped. still a great day tho. chilled w/ the girls while the boys went downtown and wherever else they ended up. did the most random things. also saw my favourite likkle family, medrano/broas fam. lol .. sounded pretty gay. took 'nuff pictures too. oh i met a new friend, jayar romano.. cool guy(y). jen loooked stunning. hmm , what else was done that day. oh , then went to silver tips to go see leslie and what nots. didn't stay there very long tho because someone sorta got me worried and made me think they got into a fight or something. later on that night, went to jen's to juice it up with jen, cate, dawn, bhess, edward, johnny, jullius, ryan, and matthew ended up showing up without me knowing 'till the next day lol. i actually didnt end up juicing at all. i had one of my times again. yknow those times where you'd be sad and down out of nowhere for no reason at all. yeah, i had one of those. so , called up sophia for some comfort. then chilled by myself jamming to my tunes some what comforted me.. not really, no. had realtalks with ryan that night. it got me out of my whole 'depression' mode :) . glad he did. although i didnt get any sleep that night due to many interruptions (fuckin alarm clock, LOL).. i was perfectly fine the next day. anyways so saturday... went to square one for awhile and looked around for phones. chilled with greg, ian, and lester for a couple minutes or so, then proceeded my way back to brampton. after coming home for less than one hour, i was off to ssaugga again to meet up with ralph, cate, edward, ryan, johnny, and jullius. watched 'the watchman'. longest movie in the fuckin world. pretty confusing and complicated as well .. didn't really get it either, except in the end? hmm ,something about the entire world being at peace. hope i got the message right. afterwards, drama started.. but it was the funniest drama everrrrr, lol. so due to boredom from waiting for the bus i decided to make things interesting. krystal and kat were seen at the terminal and from what seemed like krystal, i decided to 'take ryan away from her'. came back to the group knowing it was kat and not krystal -_- lol! but w.evs krystal clearly saw it since she came out of nowhere and gave ryan a big slap, lol .. sorry bout that ryan, if you're reading this. then she kept going on , whillin .. and yknow me, the little extra one had to step in and do something. so i interrupted by asking why she must cause such a disturbance in a public area, and again she kept whillin .. and again i asked her why shes causing such a disturbnce. she responded w/ 'stfu' , im like whoaa .. she did not just say that to me. this whole situation was tooo funny to me at the time, knowing i was blem like no tomorrow, LOL. anyways more happened but this entry is already long so let me shorten things a bit... ryan stuck his head out the bus and said, ' move on please.' LOL , toooo funny. went to pho afterwards. then proceeded my way back to brampton. sunday, today.. did nothing but sleep at home and computer and phone. nothing too special. actually, very special, couldn't stop smiling the entire day cause of a special someone.
NTS: you're happy, stay that way.
NOTHING BUT A PHASE .
Posted on: Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Posted at: NOTHING BUT A PHASE .
' she mumbles, tryna hide her struggle put on a fake smile, her genuine profile something she ain't used to, she gotta do? played the FOO to many times, too many rhymes, too many crimes in her head, she pictures his face she says im done with this phase. ' - How Do i Breathe, es.
looking back at things, you were just a phase. a small little phase to open my eyes back to the real world. you are not a memory, nor a past .. just a phase. when i look at you, i will see nothing but an eye-opener to realization and to what i have been really wanting. no, needing. but that's something light. but on the realdem, you are by far the greatest phase i have ever experienced. because of you, i wouldn't be with what i need. good or bad, you were nothing but a phase .
when boredom hits .
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k so uhmm yeah , like wtf ? lol , im in such a happy mood and i have no idea why. its such a nice day outside , its cool .. like not too warm but not too cold .. and its sunny. just got home a fter a long day's worth of work. loll, i lied! i didnt do shit . woke up , played ps2 .. chilled even more. clearly, shown from pictures aobove, i was fuckin bored. i was gonna go to school but yeah, bun that. anyways , last night, Leslie's birthday dinner at moxie's . bomb food (y) . then just chilled and burned at andrew's afterwards. nothing new really. then my bus ended so i had to sleep at erick's . i was do blem , i was ' freestyling' on the bus .. lol ! pretty live , pretty live. you got served is such a greezy movie . even after watching it 123456789 times , its still pretty bomb. " i like the way she rock her hips, then wave and sip." .. 'dem old tunes im jammin to jus now. lol .. prettty random. k so im kinda sorta new at this whole blog shit . im sitting here wondering how to add people. IF YOURE READING THIS , ANYONE .. COMMENT AND TELL ME HOW. K THANKS. lol ! i feel very retarted . so i got my hair done yesterday. long , black , w/ side bangs. cute or no? let me post up a picture soontimes to compare. i like it better .. long hair don't care. lol , well not really lon g, but longer than what i had before. it is currently 6:09 and where is Seannelle at ? me dont know . this girl hasn't called me yet .. im kinda getting worried. hmmmmmm , where the fuck are you bitch ??!?! alright , well i shall do something more 'productive' w/ my time .. like go eat dinner ? lol .
DRAKE IS TOO GREEZY .
Posted on: Tuesday, March 3, 2009
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" I did it all on my own, turned a chair to a thrown, im a king in this world. (Stunt hard). I put my whole city on to some things that they never would've known if I didn't. (Stunt hard). And every night its a premiere if I ever dissapear best believe im cumin bak. (Stunt hard.) Got rich went broke and got rich again on that same shit again all I ever do is (stunt hard). " -Stunt Hard, Drake.
Aubrey 'Drake' Graham. This rapper's too greezy. Word , you won't find a Toronto rapper who has such a sweetie voice such as his and be able to rap like he does. His flow is amazing. His rhymes are too sick. Did you take it in that he plays the disabled child in Degrassi? What a talented man. Raps, sings, and acts .. how good can it get? At the age of 21, he has accomplished so much more than 85% of the 21 year olds i know. Word, he's my new obsession.
"Baby you ma everything, you all i eva wanted. We can do it real big, bigga den u eva done it. You be up on everythin, other hoes aint eva on it. I want this foreva, i swear i can spend wateva on it. Cuz she hold me down everytime i hit her up. When i get right i promise that we gon live it up. She make me beg for it till she give it up. and i say the same thing every single time, i say .. You the fucken best ." -Best I Ever Had, Drake .
:(
Posted on: Monday, March 2, 2009
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okay , so what the hell is this feeling i've been feeling? i don't fuckin like it. as a matter of fact , it's tearing me a part to the point where i just want to lose it. its him isn't it ? he has got me so into him that i'm even admitting it myself. i don't do that, i'm not 'soft', i dont show emotional effections towards noone or anyone, why must it show now? this isn't funny anymore. it actually kinda hurts. i actuallly kinda miss him. i actually kinda teared just looking back at the pictures. am i finally really loosing it? why must i feel so much negative emotions. i feel so mad, sad, and neglected. i was completely fine, a week ago, and now .. im such a wreck. i usually move forward and don't look back. this isn't me. or maybe it really is me and i've just been hiding behind an emotionless protection to prevent others from seeing how i really feel. i try to keep myself occupied to keep me from thinking of him, clearly .. it's not working out. i talked this situation out with several others, and it came to suprise to them. the way im responding to the situation is not normal, according to them. he just called. in a quick minute , my heart raced like no tomorrow knowing that he still had the time to call me. is this the most corniest shit i've ever written? yes .. why do i sound like this? why am i writting like this? why must i be so .. emo? because i really do miss him. because i really do have feelings for him. because its really hurting me. we can't remain 'friends with benefits' forever. i actually really don't want that as a title. its hurting me. i want a final decision. its either we're friends, or we're together. on the realdem, i miss having a boyfriend. i miss knowing i'll always have that one person to turn to at anytime of the day. i miss having someone check up on me just because. i miss having that rush, the rush i get when he constantly calls, says ' i miss you' , says ' love you '. i miss looking forward to seeing him when he says he'd come over, and i miss the time i came home and to a suprise , he was there waiting for me. but a decision has to be made. clearly, he is not looking for anything serious, and clearly.. he doesn't want to get in a relationship, we at least not with me, unless he says otherwise .. which i doubt. so from the looks of things .. i guess , we shall remain as friends. :(
weekend .
Posted on: Sunday, March 1, 2009
Posted at: weekend .
so this weekend .. it was liver than i thought it would be. friday , just chilled around ssauga, burned .. the usual, nothing really special. oh , but i got to see alyssa's son, jalen carter. too cute .. makes me wanna go have myslf one, lol MI LIED. psh, yeah right .. too soon for that. saturday, loafted around then missioned all the way to scarborough. met up w/ jhen, cess, and bhess .. then reached justin's 18th birthday jam. it was pretty live still, not gonna lie. i was gone .. knocked out the moment we got to cess'. no i lied, lol .. but i did knock out still . morning .. woke up pretty early, 8/9 ish. later on in the day, got pretty bored so we decided to pamper marz. lol .. nailpolish and makeup? pretty funny. then long journey back to ssaugga. chilled at andrew's . had realtalk w/ y'already know .. after all that mix-up, conclusion, anger, frustration, joy, and 'love' .. in the end, the verdict for us is ... ' friends with benefits . ' lol , grrrrrrrrrrrrr ! fml . no , i lied . im fine with it actually . am i really? nope .. kinda sad about me. blehh , whatever .. thats light i guess. if it makes him 'happy' . LOL , ew i sound wierd saying that .. anyways , i have homework i should be doing but am choosing not to do so i shall use my time on something productive such as that .
" I did it all on my own, turned a chair to a thrown, im a king in this world. (Stunt hard). I put my whole city on to some things that they never would've known if I didn't. (Stunt hard). And every night its a premiere if I ever dissapear best believe im cumin bak. (Stunt hard.) Got rich went broke and got rich again on that same shit again all I ever do is (stunt hard). " -Stunt Hard, Drake.
