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Left on Tuesday for Wasaga Beach. Plan was to go there extra early to avoid traffic and we wanted to be there when the sun was at its highest point to gain a tan. Epic Failure. We ended up leaving Brampton at around 3 ? Lol . Reached our first destination, which was Barrie. Plan was to get Tracey and leave . Fail. We all ended up taking a nap, or loafted for a bit at the Vasquez residence. But anyways, we did eventually leave for the beach. By the time this happened, it was already 7:00 pm . lol ! Actually, i felt as if we left at a great time. A lot of people were on their way home, so we had plenty of beach room for ourselves. The water wasn't too cold, which was suprising since at that time of the day .. the sun should be setting = the water should be pretty cold by then. But anyways .. left at around 10:00 pm. Went back to the Vasquez's, ate some dinner and watched a couple of movies. Waking up very soar though .. don't know why . Chilled for a bit. Played some Nintendo 64 (y) , live . lol .. met his grandmother .. very intimidating i might say. But anyways, went home to Brampton afterwards .. to Sam's home . Again, watched a couple of movies up until i fell asleep . Woke upt his morning with Khate's loud voice .. 'Im craving for sushi, get the fuck up and let's go!' . lol , so we went to go eat some Sushi somewhere downtown Brampton. Went home , to my real home, finding out Michael Jackson is dead! . WTF?! seems that he had a sudden death due to cardiac arrest . Damn . At such a young age to (n) . RIP Michael Jackson.

So tomorrow, Friday, June 26 is my 17th birthday . And what do I plan on doing ? Well you see, I planned a girl's night event with just my girls and I to go out for dinner downtown . But sadly, that's a flop. Monday, I got an interview at Limite . Luckily, I did so well in my interview that the manager would like to see me again fora second interview, and for an on-floor task. So basically, I'm going there to talk to the manager once again and to show her if i can really sell and what not. Hopefully after this, I get the job, since i've been needing once since December . I've been jobless for almost 7 months now -.- . But anyways , this all sounds good doesn't it ? Uhmm yeah, but no. This whole getting a job process is going to be happening tomorrow, during my dinner. I asked to re-schedule, but since that was the only available spot open for when the manager will be at the store since she has to manage another store .. i couldnt. So i had to choose one or the other. Cancelling my birthday plans and having a shot at this job that I really need , or cancelling my opportunity to get a job and celebrate my birthday. So, i did 'the right thing' . I cancelled my birthday plans for this job thing . grrr , its such a bitch . I'm actually kind of pissed off that I had to do that but I'm in such need of a job right now that I'm actually fine with it at the same time. hmm , don't know if that make's sense but whatever. My birthday isn't completely ruined though. After 'work', lol .. mother dearest is taking me out at Milestones with the family. The following day, I'll probably have dinner with Sam, Khate, and Erick . Then i guess sometime next week, I shall have 'Girls Night' as a belated birthday celebration. But anyways, I just got home from a week's load of fun .. pretty tired . So, I shall go rest and do my thanggg and blog later .

This week was so great for me. honestly, all its really been was so damn chill, unpredictable, and relaxing. Spent the majority of it with the family. Finally got week 10,11 and 12 for May Bukas Pa. I fuckin love that teleseria .. Santino's such a cutie. Mother dearest organized a fam jam for tomorrow for my birthday, also for father's day. I get to see my family altogether in one place because of me .. how nice. Definetly looking forward to that. but anyways, back to me week. Unexpectedly missioned all the way to barrie, which by the way isn't all that far. Sam missed his family so we went to go see them. His parents are so funny and chill to be around. It's been how long since i've seen tracey? So glad she was home so we all can chill. had a little bbq there with the feast sam provided. damn, so much food , lol . Played a few games. also watched Star Trek. Honestly, i never would have thought to like a movie such as that,but i really enjoyed it.

Lol bhe , you're cute .

Yes Sam (y)

Mmmmm , good food :)

BBQ

Khate, Tracey, and I

As for today, got driven home with Erick. Sam and Khate unexpectedly showed up at my door so off to continue our journey once again. We ended up running a few erands (spell check), and at Shoppers World. Unexpectedly, i got an interview at Limite for Monday, thanks to Ms.Khate Trinidad .. thanks nigguh . lol , i've used the word unexpectedly quite often within this post, but anyways .. ate at Ocean's afterwards. I never knew they actually sold food, as in take out.. all i thought they really sold were groceries. Got so damn full off of that . But anyways, drove Khate to Bramalea since she had work and unexpectedly saw my mother. Pretty random I must say. Looked around for phones there and what not then Sam, Erick and I headed off to Missaussaga to grab, and back to Sam's we went. Pretty chill day I must say, but loved every bit of it .

Tomorrow, fam jam at my house. Can't wait to see my little cousins and god-sisters. Can't wait to recieve birthday presents as well .. yay :) Hoping to see Erick tomorrow as well. Not too sure if he's coming, hopefully he does, but if he doesn't that's okay too i guess .. just to let him know, I'm expecting something big for my birthday , lol . ohhh , almost forgot . And plans of going to Wasaga looks pretty good . hmm , sometime next week ?

its been awhile since i've u pdated hasnt it . well anyways, heres what i've been doing the past few days. so last saturday, a few of us decided to go to PND at NPS . mainly went there to watch Da Barkadaz perform .. and in the end, the audience was not disappointed. they did quite well actually. they kept the audience entertained with their outstanding Filipino rap and song. stayed a bit longer to watch Mpz. i enjoyed pnd. i got to see so much people who i havent seen since like last year. also met a few people as well . anyways , ate at leetown afterwards . tried to get into v.i.p but they were being bitches there that night. so we just ended up roaming the streets of downtown until around 12pm. stayed over jen's with erick, ero, and drew. jizelle and laurence stayed for a bit, but soon they left. woke up the next day thinking it was pnd at valleys . that was kind of a flop, lol . got picked up from shoppers world by sam and khate and stayed at their place for the night. went to ssaugga the next day to grab some food then randomly went downtown. quite random if you ask me. finally went home. i felt so good being at home for the first time in four days. blah . earlier today, sam and khate woke me up by suprise after her exam. grrr, i was still sleeping. lol , but that's okay i guess. sam cooked up some breakfast like how he used to, then he left for work. khate stayed over for awhile .. talked quite a bit, up until we fell asleep . woke up around 7 . not too long after did she leave cause i guess shes gonna go study ? lol . not too sure .. but i just recieved a text for her asking to chill later on tonight .. so i guess we're going out. not too sure where though. that's it for now .. im getting bored of blogging. i hate my layout . blah .

ughhhhhh , i hate this. im sick. thanks bhe. i went to erick's yesterday to take care of him but i just ended up getting sick too (n). at least its not as bad as his, but still . shoot, i shouldnt be complaining. 'think about the kids in africa' , lmfao ! they have worst cases than i do. so i should be glad that i'm not so sick. i should always count the blessings that i have rather than counting the things i dont. learned that from May Bukas Pa. live teleseria . f'real .. you learn so much . i've been watching nothing but that.. love it though, really. but yeah ... my birthday's coming up and what am i doing ? nothing yet. since i have a different variety of friends .. groups i mean, i think i shall do my birthday celebrations separate. with khate and 'em i think i'll take her advice and go have dinner at Iron Chef. sounds like a great restaurant to do it. never been there before but from what im hearing .. they cook and do tricks with food in front of your face ... and its reservations only. so im guessing, its a high class restaurant ? lol , then clubbing afterwards somewhere downtown. all ages? nope .. 19 + since i got id ! finally, i get to experience how that feels like. anyways, then probably do something with erick's sister, ronoel, gyver, and the rest of them .. lol , probably clubbing again ? hmm not to sure . but anyways .. too bad clarizza cant be a apart of that, or can she ? then theres the ssaugga people. supposivly, im combining my birthday with baza and dela cruz . not too sure if that's going down .. hotel jam ? i hope it doesnt flop .. but since noones co-ordinating it , im guessing it is .. blahhh (n) . then theres family . well we're gonna go to pennsylvania then meet up with my family from new york. afterwards , we're going to jersey and washington since its only like 30-1hr away from where they live. sounds pretty live, no ? hopefully my birthday doesnt turn out a flop . but anyways, im getting pretty hungry and i have to go take my medcine .. thats it for now bloggers.

Tita Nini & Robert

Mommy, Robert, Daddy, and Elmo

Cute Birdie

Mother, Robert, and Ninang Cristine

Greg, Cess, Birthday Boy, and Athina

Athina, James, and I

Birthday Boy

Next Morning, Jizelle and Ero, kyoot.

started off the day by waking up .. did nothing really but just chilled at home until it was time to go to Robert's 1st Birthday party. we got there around 4:30 when it started at 4:00 .. at least we thought. really started around 5:30 . lol , can you say filipino time? but anyways .. the food was quite good .. really. i got so full i couldnt even eat at james' later on . but i finally got to see Robert for the first and probably the last time, well at least for a long time. sadly him, ateh sunshine, and paul are moving to london, england since paul works there. thats pretty far. hes such a cute baby. looks so much like tita nini .. very similar really . i also got to see aj i think its his name . cant believe i remember him .. from like back then when we were really small. i think i was varound 7 and he was probably 11 or 12 .. but i recognized his face. yeah im pretty good with recognition of others, lol . sadly ateh rina was in cuba and was coming back later on that night, so i didnt get the chance to see her. but sometime soon, i should call her up to chill or something .. i really do miss her . anyways, not too long after .. i made my way to james' bbq. mother dearest was kind enough to drop me. seannelle and baza picked me up from popeyes. got to see ashley and ian to whom i havent seen for so long. actually havent seen everyone in so damn long, really . had fun there. got pretty smashed. had 'nuff beers and shots. loved it. havent gotten drunk in so long. early in the morning, athina and i spent a long time conversing about whatever. i was pretty gone and so was she so we were just talking bout whatever really . bbq was live. except the fact that cess lost her purse .. omfg , it had so much valuables in it. whoever took it should just honestly give it back .. so disrespect. some next drama happened too .. but whatever , its done with .. for now. woke up this morning with a hangover .. ughh i hate that feeling. and i woke up pretty early too .. around 9 and i slept at around 6 .. yeah uhmm , so i didnt get any sleep at all. chilled and ate at james' for a bit up until he had to go to church, so we made our way to athina's. chilled + slept there for awhile. james also came by but at that time erick and i had to leave for brampton. which ends my weekend. great weekend. looking forward to the next.

how many times do i need to remind myself that i really do need a job. like its not like i want it , but i need it. i am so sick and tired of asking my mother money. i want to be working for it like how i used to. so yesterday my mother took me to a job agency to where i handed in my resume and hopefully they call me back sometime soon with a response. also picked up erick yesterday to go to shoppers world to see if any places there were hiring, which just led to another dissappointment. dissappointment for myself (n) . looking back at my past job, i regret calling in sick that one day. actually no .. i couldve gotten away with it if i just manned up that i was the one who did wrong, but no .. i let my pride take over the more important aspects of the situation. which leads me to now .. jobless. fml . but anyways .. things happen for a reason and i'll eventually get one, soon .. i hope (yn).

but yeah .. i've spent the past two days watching this filipino teleseria . its so good. i love it, especially because its not your typical love theme. i forgot what the title was though, but whatever .. its good . spent the majority of my day watching that (y) . then mother came home to pick me up. got ready then proceeded our way to bramalea to where we picked up my grandmother and visited khate. ouuu , i forgot to mention . i had a little playdate with someone who i havent seeen in so damn long at the park today, with khate as well. oh man .. i missed that little girl, she's the cutest thing you'll ever see. but anyways .. went to church today too , but we came in late . then ate at saigon house when we met up with my father. i got pretty bored so mother and i went to my aunt's house. haven't been there for awhile. just talked and gossiped about foamily business and what not, lol . gt home and father started to watch the teleseria so i watched with him and mother. conversed with seannelle for awhile, but sadly her phone was dying so i guess i'll just see her tomorrow. well, im gonna go continue on watching since its getting pretty interesting now. some rest would be great too, i have a long day tomorrow. Robert's 1st birthday, the last day i will see ateh sunshine and paul since they're moving to London, and James' BBQ for his 18th birthday. goodnight for now bloggers.

PS: Happy 17th Birthday Cynthia Adereti!!!

went for another apponitment. same shit, different day. nothing new really . didnt bother to talk much in this one since i got pretty tired of explaining myself to strangers. so pretty much just stayed quite and let my mother do all the talking. we were supposed to eat at pho afterwards but my mother jsut decided to go get osme take out from a filipino restaurant near by. passed by the walk in clinic to pick up more medication . went home and to what wasnt such a suprise , erick came by not too long after. spent the day with him at my house and he is still currently here. spent most of the time on the computer looking for job openings. so tomorrow, i have three interviews to which i will probably only go to one of them. 10:00 am, door-to-door job for MSG Global industry, then another door-to-door in Richmondhill, and a meeting with Ian Murray who will match up my qualifications to a job. most likely gonna go to the third one since its more professional im guessing. plus, im not really interested in becoming a door-to-door sales representative .. too tiring. but yeah , im getting pretty tired so i guess i shall head up soon and read gossip girl to get me to fall asleep. peace bloggers.

so today i had to go to one of those in take appointments my mom schedules for me . at first i thought it would be something ackward and what not but i actually like going to these things. i had a different counselor today .. his name was frank . hes a pretty cool guy . he was fully on my side throughout the whole thing. lol , he agreed with me most of the time . i felt kinda nice . but yeah .. he suggested that lack of communication and trust is whats wrong with my mother and i . and i actually think hes right . mother dearest and i dont really get to talk about whats really good .. shes mostly directing me and ordering me to do things . aside from that, we dont talk . i hope she actually listens to him and we make progress. anyways, after these things my mother usually takes us out to eat . earlier we went to Kingsley's restaurant down at triple a on kennedy and steeles. food was good, ate enough . although i know its bad for me (all that smg) .. i still ate a lot! tomorrow morning, my mom's taking me to dr.narakkasghsdgfsdhgergtserbg . lol , i dont even know her name .. some sort of indian long name. but yeah .. i dont even know why im gonna go see her . i mean nothing's wrong with me, really .. even my counselor said so . but whatever, i guess my mother wants everything she can do to make me feel better ? i kinda like it tho .. a lot of attention (y) . its not like im asking for it though. but anyways i have to wake up extra early tomorrow .. well extra for my schedule .. 830am! . grrr .. so i guess im gonna try getting some sleep soon. i shall blog another time.

oh yeah . btw, cee lo sent me the pictures from my photoshoot the other day . i only got 3 of them but i plan to ask for the rest sometime soon .. so here's how they turned out .

NTS: mkay so i really need to create a 'to-do-list' . i want to keep track of what i need to get and need to do before the summer ends. freal ... i dont want to loaft this summer, i want to actually do something productive .. ykno ? so here it is ..

so hopefully, i'll accomplish at least half of the things on that list . im pretty sure i can do most . but i really need to . especially getting a job. i've been loafting since january, and i fuckin hate it. this week for sure, job hunting.