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frustrated
Posted on: Wednesday, February 25, 2009
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ughhh .. i feel so fuckin hurt , neglect, mad , sad , whatever .. anything negative possible to feel . i feel like i just my life just replayed all over again. guys are all the same, they are decieving little fuckin bitches who fuck you once they get what they want. like on the realdem, this just happened to me. i saw it coming, i actually suspected it .. but why didn't i say anything. no, i did say something, i really did this time.. i talked it out , we talked it out, everything was fine , until i started hypin and whillin. its been less than a month, no less than a week and everything fucks up already. word , relationships are clearly not for me. word, the whole mandem scene isnt for me. too much fuckin drama. ughhhh , im just so pissed off . how the fuck could i let another guy do this to me. a fuckin yute too . this whole situation just fuckninbrought down my whole self-esteem. word, now i really do think something's wrong with me. shit . to think , this all happened in a matter of less than 8 hours ago . ughhh , im frustrated like no tomorrow. change is fuckni necessary.. i let change overtake me and this is where i end up , wtf ? holys hit , the mandem just signed on and all my feelings are all fuckin mixed up and everywhere now. the moment he signed on .. i got a tear . what the fuck ?!?!?! how soft can i get ? fuck man .. i actually liked this one. i dropped 'nuff mans for him . ughhhhhhhhhhh , frustration is running through my head too much. i'm fuckin hurting .