Have you ever cared about someone ?
Cared so much that you debate whether or not the feelings you were touched with are stronger than they really are. But your scared of walking through the alley way of love, because there are ditches of depression and raindrops that fall heavily from the pupils of pupils. The ones who try to learn about life and relationships but continuesly fall in to the pive of pain. See, this alley way opening is between the unlock, the unblocked, the oximore on spot called deception and integrity. So its bitterweet sound makes you wanna speculate. I have walked through this unpaved path. The curiousity kills the inner bliss, yet I still enter at my own risk. I thought that the alley way was a safe opening shortcut to love and everyone loves being in love. But the notorious gang of reality appeared out of nowhere. So they jumped me, punching and crushing my dreams of being with her. Taking all the dignity that i had left for relationships, stepping on the all hope that i tried to rebuilt, ripping my heart, pointing the gun of grief right to my eyes and as reality itches to pull the trigger, pow. bullets of tears and in an inavated race running down a lonely mans innocent face like a marathon just began. At the end of the alley way is the fence of heartbreak that restricts you. although you see where you wanna go, but you cant get to it. See when I see her, my time of the day pauses providing me with the proper pace for my eyes to proceive all different beauty. Every hour feels like a minute and every minute feels like a second, and every second that goes by forces my senses to get excited because of the touch, the essence, the eyes, the hidden message but then I realize with real lies the real truth that I am at the end of the alley way where the fence is. I am restricted. I cannot hold her, I cannot treat her like shes mine, and i cannot... treat her like shes mine. But, that voice it hits the keys that pleases and leaves me at ease like a classical piano peice but I have to step back from the fence because now that the grass is green on your side.. I will sacrifice so that you can be satisfied. So next time I wont take the alley way shortcut to love. Instead I'll have patience cuz patience is love. You see in life, one person's smile is cause by one person's tears. So when will someone cry for me ? when will i get my chance for a little glimpse of heaven right now its hell because clocks dont talk, but only time will tell. But until then, I'll watch you smile from the other side of the fence. the fence that you put up yourself .

hmm , just something to think about. Lo-key is an amazing lyricisit . taken from live performance: pinoy poetiks, summer 2008 .