so i am currently at home. where i've been this past week. why haven't i gone out? well i guess i just got sick and tired of just missioning down to loaft. when i go out, i want to have a reason to be out. not just to stand around and loaft, which is getting pretty damn boring. so a job is what i need, and looking for one right now is quite difficult. whoever may be reading this .. hook a girl up! thanks :) . well anyways, erick dearest came over early in the morning because he missed me oh so very much. jokes. well, he was bored, i was bored so yeah. these past few days, i've spent it watching so many damn filipino movies. it kept me entertained though. at the moment, i smell my mother's delicious cooking which is really making me hungry. but anyways, i spent last night phoning with sophia. we chatted for the longest time i swear. i love that, when we like stop talking for a bit then when we do we have so much things to say so phone calls are never boring. i also found something to wear to kathleen's sweet sixteen. a purple dress. i wasn't gonna go for purple just because i know its such a popular colour and majority of the guest would wear it, but regardless i still went out to buy a purple dress. oh well , i could really care less , as long as i look good , lol . tomorrow, plan is to chill with markham girls but not too sure if thats gonna pull through. ms.nicole pecson here still doesnt know how to drive on the highway and she doesnt want to take side streets since its gonna take so damn long. seannelle's down in saugga for awhile so i might just end up chilling with her. this friday is my father's birthday. hm , he's taking out my family and my uncle's family out for dinner somewhere , not too sure. knowing my history with my father, how ackward is that gonna be. i was thinking of making him a card at least nut im not too sure. there's just too much tension between us that im contemplating on whether or not i should even go. blah, but i guess i will since my mother would greatly appreciate it if i do. saturday of coarse is kathleen's. not too sure of what to get her yet. probably just a card and money. so many people that i havent seen in the longest time are going to be there. looking forward to it. and on sunday, my mother and i have plans to renovate my room upstairs. im tired of living down here .. its so dark. after my room gets painted then i shall move all my stuff back upstairs again. looking forward to that too. as for now, i have nothing new to say. i shall update again when i get bored, lol!