so today i had to go to one of those in take appointments my mom schedules for me . at first i thought it would be something ackward and what not but i actually like going to these things. i had a different counselor today .. his name was frank . hes a pretty cool guy . he was fully on my side throughout the whole thing. lol , he agreed with me most of the time . i felt kinda nice . but yeah .. he suggested that lack of communication and trust is whats wrong with my mother and i . and i actually think hes right . mother dearest and i dont really get to talk about whats really good .. shes mostly directing me and ordering me to do things . aside from that, we dont talk . i hope she actually listens to him and we make progress. anyways, after these things my mother usually takes us out to eat . earlier we went to Kingsley's restaurant down at triple a on kennedy and steeles. food was good, ate enough . although i know its bad for me (all that smg) .. i still ate a lot! tomorrow morning, my mom's taking me to dr.narakkasghsdgfsdhgergtserbg . lol , i dont even know her name .. some sort of indian long name. but yeah .. i dont even know why im gonna go see her . i mean nothing's wrong with me, really .. even my counselor said so . but whatever, i guess my mother wants everything she can do to make me feel better ? i kinda like it tho .. a lot of attention (y) . its not like im asking for it though. but anyways i have to wake up extra early tomorrow .. well extra for my schedule .. 830am! . grrr .. so i guess im gonna try getting some sleep soon. i shall blog another time.

oh yeah . btw, cee lo sent me the pictures from my photoshoot the other day . i only got 3 of them but i plan to ask for the rest sometime soon .. so here's how they turned out .