when you have a good day, there's always the bad.
k so i spentt he majority of the day with erick. i went to his house early in the morning. we did nothing but play ps3, watched movies, and played games on the computer. but my highlight of the day was that we actually got to spend time with each other. as in we actually talked, realtalked. talked about whats really going on with us, talking about what bothers us, the past, present, and future, and so much more. it feels as if times like what we had last week just brings us closer to one another, which is good for the both of us. i finally got to let out what i really feel and where i want things to go. yet i cant help but think he's still holding back a few things. as in, he's not telling me everything. whatever's in his mind , its not all coming out. i shouldnt make assumptions but its just a feeling im getting. but whatever, aside from that, i'm glad to have spent the day with him. :)
so the bad part. did i mention vancouver yet? i really do want to go , but sadly
i cant :( . you see, my aunt lives in a small condo that can fit only so much people and she owns a car that can fit four more other passengers. if my mom and i were to go, there's also my uncle, my aunt, and my cousin. which leaves one person out. since vancouver is a pretty big city, we'll be needing transportation to get from point a to point b to point c. we thought of renting a van for the weekend, but her driveway cant fit a van. thats pretty wierd. what kind of housing do they habve down there ? well anyways .. so my aunt called and said since thers only room for one more person in both the place we'll be staying at and the method of getting around, she asked who wanted to come. choices were either me or my mom. my mom didnt want to go without me, and of coarse i wouldnt want to go with my mom.
so neither of us are going. im pretty down about it, i was actually looking forward to it. so my mom asked me where i wanted to go for the long weekend, i suggested
NY of coarse. but my dad wouldnt be able to drive since he has work and it would be pretty tiring, plane fare is goinmg to be wayy too expensive, especially for two days, and coach bus ? uhmm .. yeah , no . so i guess that can be scratched out. she suggested she just takes me out on a
shopping spree around here, not a bad idea. there's something i can look forward too, but i was hoping to get away from here, somewhere far . to go sight seeing and shopping, ykno. well , long weekend is two days away . we'll probably think of a place to go by then.