from your current actions towards myself and others, it seems as if you're changing. depending on who's perspective it is, it may be good or bad, but from mine .. you're not getting any better. i gave it another shot with you because i believed in your word. you said that old you is gone and that you've change, for the better, yet why is it that i haven't seen this new you. word to verbs, actions get much more respect. as of this moment, my respect for you is highly low. you say things but your actions don't live up to it. i don't understand why you must act this way. was it because i've done something for you to do the things you do. if so, what the fuck did i do? communication is what helps a relationship work. we don't have that. you tell me to tell you things i don't want you to do for me to be happy. i tell you. you don't listen. you hear me, but you're not listening. two different things. so how am i supposed to get through to you? what way will make you realize that what you're doing isn't right. according to my observations, you are easily influenced. you act a certain way just because someone else does. i've called you this so many times before and let me say it again, you are a follower. every negative entry i wrote about you, you thought of it as humiliating you. thats not my intention. im not trying to make you look bad. im just simply speaking my mind and reacting to your actions. what more can i do but to write because you won't listen. whatever i do won't get through to you. you spend more time with your friends than me. learn to balance. there's so much time in the world for everyone and everything and none of that time is going towards me. i've known you for more than two years, and in that period of time, i can honestly say that you're not you anymore. you're not that person who i was strongly attracted to. you complain about having things my way all the time. at least my way includes balance and being fair to each other. your way is filled with selfishness and self thoughts. in your eyes, it may seem as if we're currently in good terms, but no. we have so many problems that need to get fixed. im not putting all the blame on you. i know that you're not the only one who do wrong things. i know that some of my actions arent that smart as well, but its your actions that lead me to do so. there's nothing really left to be said but you need to smarten up. change is mandatory.